Truth hurts

Ang hirap tanggapin, na ako na mahal na mahal ang ginagawa ko, eh mukang hindi para rito. Mahal ko pero hindi ako mahal. Masakit pero mukang ganon talaga. Wala akong magagawa kung ibigay ko man lahat pero hindi naman ito mapapahalagahan. O baka kulang lang talaga. Ang sakit. Gusto ko umiyak. Gusto ko iiyak nalang ang katotohanang hindi para sakin ang mahal kong gawin. Hindi talaga. Ang sakit sakit lang na ikaw na nagbuhos ng panahon, oras, araw, linggo, buwan at taon, para lang sa mahal mo eh mauunahan lang ng isang baguhan na tila minahal lang ang mahal mo ng biglaan. Wala ako sa pwesto upang manghusga kung kailan pa niya minahal ang mahal ko. Baka nga noon pa, baka nauna pa siya sa akin. Masakit lang na siya ang mas may lamang. Siya na di na kailangan ibuhos ang lahat ng pagod at hirap na binubuhos ko para lang gawin ang mahal ko ay mukang mas mahal pa kesa sakin. Ang hirap lang talagang tanggapin.

it's you

i know i know, i've got a long way to go.
but for you, for you, i need myself to grow


it's been years since the last time i felt this way
it's been so long and i kinda missed those days
now you're here right in front of me, singin'
i'm so close but still so far and wishin'


we could be together, we could be forever
be my motivation, my inspiration
let time stand still, have our own free will
hold each others' hands, be in each others plans


i'll make myself right for you, be only for you
so make me feel that i'm yours too, just us two
try singing for me, and i'll dance for you
after all this, let's say i love you


you made me feel this way again
i'll be falling and falling for you
catch me when i reach your end
then i'll be sayin' i love you.


i know i know, i've got a long way to go.
but for you, for you, i need myself to grow

Someday

Watched a Thai film called 'A little thing called Love'. And it made me nostalgic and I cried my heart out in the middle of the night reminiscing the past that could have been. And I am still hoping... :(


So, I was once again able to write something, and once again, about him. If you were ever to see this, let it be called fate. :)


someday we might meet again
if fate gives us another chance
the love that was once broken
will soon be holding hands


this little thing called love,
could it last forever?
the only thing we have
to make us be together.


someday, the day that i'm waiting for
someday, the love that could be once more
someday, we can be together
someday, is what i'm hoping for


will you still be there?
cause i'm just right here.
do you still care?
that i am now near


this little thing called love
the one i have waited for
the love i wished to have
from someone i adore


will you be the one
i will be seeing soon
that will show me the sun
and will give me the moon


i wished you are him
my one and only love
my dear prince charming
that flew from up above


someday, someday, someday
you and i will meet again
someday, that day will be today
and our hearts will beat then.